So today was the last time I got to speak with him. I’m in my feelings right now because I miss him since this morning. I was counting down when this day would come. Today is that day and he’s gone, he’ll be back but the very little things I’ll miss so much. But I know the reason and I appreciate it and have the utmost respect for him and his job. Why am I tripping over a person who isn’t even mine and we’re just friends? A special friend, is what he is to me, but as long as he’s safe and returns safe, that’s all that matters.